Remember me? That lonely girl that didn't fit in anywhere, no matter how hard she tried? That sobbing mess on the hospital bed just two months ago?

I'm back. And I want to thank You for everything You've given me in my life. I've never actually taken the time to appreciate the good things you've given me, and only focused on the bad. You took away my grandmother, but she was the most wonderfu person, who installed in me  a sense of taking life by the horns and riding it. Jack and Mom argue, but it's given me the sense to know how I don't want to end up. You let me spiral out of control, lose my boyfriend, and basically my life. But I had my reality check, and it was amazing.

And then you gave me a second chance. You gave me Allie, who has helped me more than words can say. You brought me to Blake, and he seems to lead me more and more to You everyday.

So thank You, for everything you've given me, even in my times of feep self-loathing.