Okay. Let's get something straight her, mmkay? I DON'T CARE. Oh my fucking GOD, do you think you're hurting me? Fuck that! I am SO ove ryou, and your self-absorbed ways of taking everyone's downfalls and using them against them. Who the hell do you think you ARE? Do you think I honestly ever cared aboutyou so much that you telling me you fuckd Mandy - a lot - while we were together is really going to hurt me?

Get real.

Youd on't love her. She doesn't love you.

But guess what? While you're out there, fucking your girlfriend's brains out? I am perfectly content staying celibate, because I am SURROUNDED by love. Love that's unconditional. Love that forgives, that adapts, that heals. That doesn't use myself as a weapon against me. That doesn't use MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND as a weapon against me.

So, yes, I take great joy in the fact that you IMed me tonight to apologize. andfor the first time, I could stare at yoru words, and they would have no effect on me. No one could love me? She already does. She always has. you failed at trying t ruin that. No one will ever accept me? Guess fuckin' what. He has, and he's just met me, and he knows, but he's a big enough person to know it's IN MY FUCKIN PAST, YOU PRICK.

So go ahead. Be miserable.
I'm sitting her laughing at your sorry excuse for trying to hurt me. because you have no power over me anymore.